Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Rain :Is It Really Beautiful ????

I was sitting at my room's window..Relaxing with a cup of Coffee…as it was a lovely weather here..from my window..I can easily look around the road…M looking outside to everyone..Everyone was so busy in dr work..
Suddenly it started raining…Weather was just awesome..everyone start rushing here and there to escape from rain..School children start jumping in mud as it was one of the favourite game for children.…looking very sweet all of them..They had no Worry about their school dress..it looks like they knew very well about all Detergents and Soaps available in Market..Those always claim to clean all stains ;)
Rain: alwz be a most important part for People who are in love with each other..as dr are many songs related to it in our movies also..Raining is quite romantic weather..I saw Couples are enjoying ds rain by walking on road..quite wet In d rain of love of each other  Looking quite romantic,,no care of others..
On d other hand a group of college started to do Masti in raining as d r clicking stupid photographs …teasing each other…eating Corn at road side..I Think when we were in clg ..we just want to enjoy every moment of college life…its d best time for get togethers,treats,first experience and all these fun..
Everything is looking so perfect..m also enjoying my evening looking around them..but suddenly I saw ds rain did not create any happiness for someone..She was looking so tensed bcz of its rain..She did not care of how ds rain was pleasing to others and hw everyone is enjoying in ds rain..for her its just a big problem….

She had a very innocent face…with big eyes (in which dr r so many emotions which want to come outside).. Her clothes r torn from many side..trying to hide her body in any manner…She was Busy in solving her problem…M just wondering y she was not enjoying ds b’ful rain..y didn’t she allow her emotions to come out??Now dr were so many questions r in my mind regarding her..
Then I came to know that She Had no Home..She and her family lived at d Footpath of The Road..So called house built with a sheet of Polythene ….And this raining seems very hard to them..D were trying to manage in dr House.6 Month baby was crying very hard as he don't know wts going on.Her mother was trying to calm him…As when ds rain ll be stopped..d ll have to clean all the mess up created by ds Bful Rain….bcz d have only dt place to live together as a family..
For every poet, couples, rain is alwz bful..brings happiness..good memories to them..But for her it was not bful rain..Its look so strange..dt one thing brings happiness to someone and on the other hand it creates problems to someone… like dt girl..Definitely she has many reasons to hate ds rain.
No I saw the other side of the rain..No interest in others activities..i also wanted ds rain to be stopped but it’s not in our hand..It was raining continuously and that little girl and her father were trying their best to Save their PollyHouse….
From dt day onwards..i also enjoyed rain many times with my friends..but whenever its raining d face of dt girl reminds me d other face of ds b’ful rain…..
And at that time
I always Asked to my self: Rain: Is it really Bful????

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

A drop

Kyon thahar gayi hu,jheel ke pani jaise?
Na koi khushi,na ullas hai?Kisko kahu kahani apni,na sunne ko apni koi fariyad h?
Patthar si shikyate,mari jati h mujhko..Haskar tarango se ruk jati hu.
Thari si,ruki si jindagi meri,Mere dukh jitni meri gharai hai..
Sochti hu mujhme mein bi koi khushi ke deep jalaye,par hu mein ek jheel,bhala kaise koi pyas bujhaye?
Na koi shan h meri na hi koi man..Milkar sagar se ek din,kho dungi apni pechan!..

A dream Come True

One Night I had a dream...I was alone on a road
I have forgotten my path..So Scared no idea where to go..
Suddenly someone hold my Hand tightly…I Closed my Eyes with fear…
Then He Came very close to me.. And Say M always with you… Don’t Worry dear…

Dream Was Over!!!!!!!

Next Morning I felt so Happy..All d Problems that were there in my life , were solved
Bt I was very confused because I don’t know any idea Who was dt guy??
After that whenever I was in tension or whenever I was confused for my decisions
Those nights I always had dream..In which I regularly met wit my Dream ..Both we shared Problems with each other. .
After Sometime I started to Miss him in my dreams.. Bt I never see his face...I wanted to see Him but there was always dark at his Side..But I really did nt care for ds because now feelings were changed..He was d guy with whom I want to spend my whole life!!!!


Then Suddenly u came into my life...I was not prepared for it..Because I was in love with my DREAM...That night I told him About You..Said that I don’t want to choose you..
He Listened me very calmly and told me that You ll be Perfect for Me..I did not want to listen him..I just want to be with him always..Next Morning I feel that Someone Wrenched Happiness from me…
After That My dream Story ended..Whenever I lost my Path...my wet eyes Want to dream but it did not Happen Again....Slowly I started to share my problems with you..u solved them just in d same way in which My dream Worked ..I was confused How Can it possible..Ur nature, Ur Love were Just So similar to him…I was getting confused more and more..But My Heart was not ready to accept you fully..
Days were passed on in its Daily Routine....You have became almost of mine and I was also trying to be Yours but still I Missed My Dream Love in my Nights…
One Night I was very confused for my decisions … Did not Know what to do and where to go????Then You just hold my hand so tightly and came very close to me..I feel exactly d same feeling that I felt that night..At this time again I closed my eyes with fear..U Came near to me and Say Don’t worry dear..M always With You..

I was free zed!! D feeling of dt moment could not be described..I look at your face. it was looking so Innocent ..Deeply Wet in my love…I thought were you My Dream…that Night Finally I Had My dream... And you were there. I asked You “Where was you “I missed you a lot in the journey of my Life …then you smiled and say Dear at very first I told you that m always with you so how can I break my promise..But u did not recognize me. As dream can never be with you throughout ur life So I changed Myself into Reality..

I exclaimed oh my God so that was You..i was stupid that I could not recognize you !!!!!I felt so guilty that how big mistake I did …Bt next moment I feel so great yes my love is with me always..So lucky was I..
Now dream was Over..
Next Morning was my Life’s Unforgettable Morning…I looked at you..I could not stop myself to love you… I hugged you so tightly...u were shocked that what happened to me but I did not care for whatever u were thinking at that time… For me my dream came into Reality!!!! I just wanted to say I love you dear...I love you the Most In My life... I ll never leave you...U r My Life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Be always with me…